getting nervous

well, this is Monday, i go on thursday so i`ts countdown to the journey of a lifetime!!! i can`t wait now but the nerves are making me wake up at night lol!!! i`ts really weird that since i moved into this flat ,i seem to always wake up at 8.15 ! i went to bed at 3.45am yet still woke at exactly 8.15 how this is ,i don`t understand. i`ve sorted out the things i`m taking but no doubt i will be going through it several times before i finally pack my case . i`m sleeping over at my mum`s wednesday so we have a calm start to the journey .Our coach leaves at 7am and we arrive at Heathrow about 12.30 just in time to check in and get a drink, get mum sorted with an escort to the plane, and then it`s chill in departures. mum gets taken to the plane in a wheelchair because she can`t walk that well! i`m looking forward to seeing all the family out there .they are all so grown up now i feel i don`t know them .i`m sure i will soon catch up on all the gossip & seeing Khalid`s new wife ,also the photo`s of their wedding.i love the sun so can`t wait to be warm .my sister has a swimming pool & a gym so i would like to get a bit fitter whilst i`m there lol don`t suppose i`ll do it though......